Sunday, March 5, 2017

First Post of 2017...Same Old Same old

I have liked "G" For the past year now. I'm at the point I'm finally moving on, because I knew I had zero chance. She let me know nicely that I'm just a friend, blah blah blah, you've heard it. I actually started attending a different church just to move on from her (not without getting one last pic w/her last week!)

She was still on my mind the other night, so I jotted down this masterpiece in 2 minutes the other night at work. I actually had a couple people ask if I showed this to her. Why would I? She's not trying to get over me. It's me basically saying what I need to say without actually having to say it.

Never felt this way About anyone ever Now I'm just wanting to Completely move on from you Nothing you did Knowing I didn't have a chance with you Unable to tell you How I truly feel Maybe sometime down the road When all the feelings subside I will Never wanted to feel this way Toward you It just happened Fought myself for too long Once again doing nothing Would rather do nothing and run away Than tell you and face my Ultimate fear yet again Sometime soon I will meet someone Who will feel the same way Towards me than I do for them And every heartache and rejection That I've ever known Will forever cease Live in that daily hope