Goals

I wrote this at work yesterday, since I've been doing a lot of reflecting on life lately, what I want to do/be when I "grow up", and nobody has ever really told me my skills. I feel like, my one true skill, that seems to come off so effortless, is my writing. And trust me, it felt SOOOOO good to write about something other than my ex for once. It's been 2 months, I think I've said all I needed to say in writing.

For whatever reason all the goals
I have set for my life always seem
So far out of reach so unobtainable
I know what I want out of my life
Have my dreams set
Dream car house spouse
No one ever really told me
What I'm good at
Always seemed to be up to me
To find my skills
Feels like I wasted so much time
Waiting instead of going out
And finding my areas of strength
Afraid it may be too late now
Sadly I have let the negative words
Of others beat me down for 
Far too long
I can react 2 different ways: take it as a positive or a negative
And I always lean towards
The negative for whatever reason
I know God will bless me
With all my hopes and dreams
But also know it's up to me
To see out the plans the path He has laid out before me
Father show me who I am Supposed to become
What you have in store for my life
May doors open that have yet to open